One man's reassessment of his faith in political parties and revolutionary vanguards.

Chapter 1From Nowhere to NowhereThe apocalyptic world of military-civic religion during the Cold War years. Conversion to fundamentalist Evangelical Christianity.Closer look at apocalyptic, utopian, millenarian matrix (AUMM)Hal Lindsey and the Strange, Ever Changing Map of the End TimesChapter 2In the Priesthood of BelieversArriving in Berkeley and the Anabaptist communityThe Simple LifeRadical Catholics, pacifists, priests and poetsHistorical look at origins of AnabaptistsChapter 3Sandinista Revolution: Liberation Theology and Apocalyptic SpiritualismLiberation Theology and SandinismThe first trip to Nicaragua (1982)Historical look at Augusto SandinoChristians for SocialismRed Star Black Rose, radical Catholics and AnabaptistsHistorical look at Liberation Theology and Sandinista RevolutionChapter 4Wobblies and Zapatistas: General Strike and Apocalyptic CyclesHistorical look at Wobblies; Redwood Summer and General StrikeIn an IWW job shopZapatistas and punks break the boredom of the New World OrderLa Realidad Tour, 1996Chapter 5The Bolivarian Revolution of Venezuela Part OneLiving in a Venezuela in transition, 2005-2006What is the "Bolivarian Revolution"Questions no one wants to askChapter 6The Bolivarian Revolution of Venezuela Part TwoThe Enantiodromic Law: Decline at the Peak, 2007Ideals and the RealElections of 2013Venezuela's dark futureChapter 7The Place of Utopia, the Utopia of PlaceConclusions and questions