This book is about a girl named Anita who didn't understand why so many mysterious things happened to her as a kid and followed her into adulthood. She came from a dysfunctional background and she had seen death many times. Now, she is finally able to talk about it. She is passionate about letting readers know that it's never too late to accept life on life's terms.You need to know how important it is to really find yourself even though there are a lot of tough things going on around you. Don't settle for anything in this world, and just go for it because you are responsible for yourself, so if you don't care for yourself nobody else will. If you are not boastful and full of false pride, you can just thank God for being alive.After losing nine children to the system, the author is patiently waiting for them to return to her. It will be a sign for her that a miracle has taken place because finally her family will be united as one. Once she worked through all of her addictions, she was happy to resume her life with her husband, Victor, in Seattle.